I AM Worth It

I am worth it. I spent the entire evening pondering the ways in which I could be angry over the many ways that things just absolutely did not go my way today, last week or for my life.  I know, a lot to ponder right, but guess what, it is that time and this comes along with it.



I am worth it. The movie I watched tonight while pondering so help ground me to the fact that God has truly favored me and I am forever in need of reminder of how ungrateful I am and brought back to reality.  The things that God has given me to handle, no one else could and vice versa for ALL of you! You are worth it.



I am worth it. I have four children (6 total) and I live in a wonderful two bedroom home from which I will be moving when the Lord says go but "not yet". So in the meantime, in my spare time I look at Fresca Modella sinks for a home that I thought was on the market but is actually under contract and no one updated the site.











I am worth it.  It is pouring down rain outside, my husband has chills, all my children praise God are sleeping and God brings to my memory that "why are you not doing what you said you would if I gave you the time....write". This is so great I actually get to pour this out in real time. I love my life even when I hate it and that is what makes God so great. I have the best husband, the best children, the best job, the best family and when I really stop to think about it, there is nothing in my life that is wrong except the things that I continually screw up by being ungrateful.

I am worth it. I am the best and worst daughter to my wonderful parents (tear), I miss them so much (bawl) and yet I have not called them since just after thanksgiving.....why, because I keep putting it off because I will be bawling how much I miss them and want to see them and I have not had the money to mail their box and am ashamed as the days go by............see what I mean by blessed and ungrateful. God gives me ample opportunity to shine in the lives of others and they love me for it and some days I hate myself for not getting to it.

I am worth it. I cook dinner, do homework, yell and scream, change diapers, wipe noses, get cough medicine, murmur under my breath, scream at the top of my lungs, laugh until it hurts. Can you imagine if God treated us the way we deserved how totally miserable and unbearable our lives would be all day long, forever.

I am worth it. This is the paragraph where I remember that I love to knit, crochet, read, write , play racquetball, play basketball, encourage people to success, pout when I do not feel appreciated, look fabulous every day even when I do not feel fabulous (because I never know who needs that), team play even when I want to sit on the bench.

I am worth it. Hey, don't get mad at me because you were thinking all these things but were too focused on what people think of you that you totally missed the fact that this may help someone else.

I am worth it, but most importantly, YOU ARE WORTH IT! It is not so difficult, focus on someone else, God's got it :)

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